just checking up mon my old journal and e-mail... wow it's been that long since i've been in here.. or even on the internet.l. so update... bryan and I live together in Sayre, Pa. happily ever after haha so far...still working at Glove House,Inc. and hating it. nothing much else to say really oh yeah... my grandma died on st. patty's day.. and i have a new kitten hunter.. bry got me for easter.. there's the losses and gains i've had.. alright that should do for now... question away people... that is if anyone even reads this thing anymore!!
i had an entire update almost complete but it got erased so now i'm too pissed to re type it... i'll give you an outline that's aout it! New niece Alyssa new job full time either days or nights not sure yet go to http://www.glovehouse.org i work at laurentian pl. community residence being underpaid friend found out when she got her new full time job Bry goin to corning for criminal justice me and bry getting an apt. in elmira after graduation and he gets a job me and bry goin to Fla. this summer to visit his and my fam bry still sweetest b/f in the world that about sums it up
well lets see here.. i am now working at the glove house in elmira on Laurentian St. right past Notre Dame HS thurs. fri. & sat from 11pm-8am...exciting hurs huh hahaha.... my Bday is coming up yayy... although it's also the first day of hunting season so i won't see Bry until about 5.. very crappy....so i'm w/o the boy until then...i got to see him for a few hrs yesterday...but that's all i get til monday ...i officially Detest Deer Season!! I get neglected now :( but anyways...so another fire for my dad and buck a house they rent out burnt downn thanksgiving morning around 3am.. shitty for them well that's about it.. i gotta get back to sleep so i'm notfalling asleep at work tonight.. chao much love to all... Happy Thanksgiving...peace
Based on your family, money, political context, and personal situation -- during the important years of your development -- it appears your life was VERY DIFFICULT. What does this mean?
Well, the "difficulty" of your life is a measure of how rough you had it. Relative to the world, you had a very, very difficult childhood. I'm not sure what "success" means to you, but whatever it is, you can achieve it. When you do, it'll be that much more impressive.
well not much to say but I realized it's been a while since i've updated anything just to let everyone know i'm still alive and well... so i've had one job offer since the last time i updated... i'm also going to a information session on wed. for anoter place where i'd rather work... but the job that is beng offered is at the Youth Advocate Programs,Inc. in Towanda, PA.like 30min drive.. not too bad... so i start training tomorrow.. just the basic book work company policy crap since i still haven't gotten my background check sent out yet haha.. i'm sitting on the paperwork just incase i get this other job i want. so this job is $12 an hour benefits after 6 months which i don't like so much...and i have to raise my coverage or whatever on my car insurance.. plus i have to shell out $44 to get my background check done... so i'm waiting.. hoping i get this other job at the Glove House in Elmira which is lower pay but benefits as soon as i get hired and it's full time whereas i have no clue how many hours i'll be getting with youth advocates and it's not a steady 9-5 hour day.. the meetings with the kids can be morning afternoon or evenings so whenever it's best for them and their families is what i have to do... crappy so yeah...i'm hoping to get this other job.. that even have job oopenings in the owego office so if i can get in there it'd be even better.. but my brother got laid off last week so i'm broke and have to get something fast... my mom's and tara's b-day is tomorrow... i have nothing to give either one of them.. soo depressing...i'll just have to send tara something a little late.. mom said she doesn't really care about getting anything.....me and bry are still goin strong....ugh that boy makes me soo happy...so yeah that's about it.. nothing else really... Oh yeah both my dad and bry's dad got a new house...so i've been helping my dad paint and stuff.......but ok now that's it so i'm off like a dirty shirt peas :)
whoa so where do I start... humm well latest news ter ans steph are engaged.. very excting....sometime in spetember of 2008 I will be in my best friends wedding...Bry and I are still together... very happy...people always say you always find love when you least expect it...Fate is a wonderful thing!! haha humm what else.. OH .. ok so i've been battling with Keuka to get my degree sent to me right... well turns out Dr. Hallam has once again screwed me over with a field period grade... the bastard never turned it in until I finally sent a e-mail to the president and a few other big wigs at the college... so eventhough it was Dr. H's fault i'm still not getting my degree sent to me until January.... I don't get it...but whatever... I always said Keuka sucked....hahaha....at least I had proof that it wasn't my fault this time.. since my mom always thinks i'm the screw up of all the workings with the college and in life general.... still looking for a job!! this sucks I should have just went straight to grad school... I didn't figure it would be soo hard to find a job but apparently I was wrong. so resume after resume I wait for a phone call from anyone... i've only had one interview and they're taking forever to get back to make a decision... it's been over a month since i went for the inter view and i've called every 2 weeks to check in.....ugh i hate it....every time I call it's always the same thing.. we're still in the middle of the referencing process but no decisions have been made yet...would you like to update any information? ummm NO it's still the same! but whatever... I keep lookin online and in the papers for something. I hate being broke... and I hate living at home... i need to find a decent job where i make enough money so I can move the hell out of this house.... they're driving me insane!! poor bry has to listen to me bitch about how much they drive me crazy.. he sees why i'm going insane though....pity is taken upon me....speaking of.... bry is currently in a boot... he had x-rays done on saturday to try and find the cause of pain is his left foot.... nothing showed up so he's taking pain killer meds and wearing a boot for 2 weeks... then if he's not pain free in 2 weeks he has to have a bone scan... FUN FUN...poor guy...soo other news... my brother, wife and kids are in florida... misti's grandfather died so they had to go to the funeral...they drove... everyone has been going crazy since the kids went with them... most are concerned about princess caroline hahaha but everyone is live and well so no worries...so i'm looking after my bro's place until they get back... i accidentally slept in today and the dog shit on their carpet.. that hideous bitch... she's a frickin english bulldog... ugliest dog I have ever seen besides those nasty ankle biting taco bell dogs. but anyways i think that's about it... gotta go back to cleaning... chao bella
so it's been a while since i've updated this thing... well sunday was the 3month marker with me and bry....diana came to visit on friday....for her pre b-day bash...it was alot of fun.. bry got pretty drunk...felt it the next day haha poor guy....umm what else.. my nephew turned one on friday and misti( my sister-in-law) is preg. w/ another baby....hopefully the last i guess both my bro and her are getting their goods tied up and snipped so lets hope it works haha....looks like it's gonna be a girl.. alyssa lynn....i'm hoping although miss caroline has become quite the devil child.... and aj's is a whiner...and devin is ...well devin.best birth control i'll ever have is watchinng these damn kids for $75 a week.... if i wasn't broke and jobless at the moment i wouldn't be watching satan's spawn.... well my internshipe was awesome... i'm sending my resume to them for a therapy aide job... it's kinda a step down b/c it really doesn't require a degree but whatev i loved it there.. i miss it...alot....so besides looking for jobs and spending alot of time in the pool and with bry... there really isn't a whole lot going on....so for now i guess that's good...so until the next time i remember to update this thing.... peas :0)
graduation and party were awesome....the party took a while to get hoppin but it was nice once it did...i had soo much fun...poor steph broke her ass on the stairs coming down from the upper deck.....her ass is purple now.. poor girl... tara attempted to smoke a sausage... she was just THAT drunk....megs cam over for a bit.. i wished she could have stayed longer but whatev i know she's my girl...things come up....bryan's mom and brother came over... it was nice that the moms got to meet...i wished they could have stayed longer too but oh well...there's plenty of time for the moms to hang out lol...so anyways good party...a few minor set backs with drama of friends... but it's all taken care of... my cell wasn't working for like 2 days.. so sunday i went and got a new one... same number and everything..it's pretty pimp...or pimpette i should say hahah momma dukes got a new phone too.... finally we have different phones.. so we don't have to guess who's is whos....well it's storming pretty bad so i better get off this thing....thanks to everyone who came to my party/graduation...and a special thanks to everyone who helped us set up for the party...it meant alot to me and the fam....and i'm spent
Current Mood: loved Current Music: Random stuff Steph's playing
for once I am extremely happy.....it took a while to find him but now that i've got him i'm never letting go! When you find that one person that brightens your gloomiest(sp?!?) days just by hearing their voice...you'll know...on that note... Baby..thanks for making me soo happy... I can't imagine being w/o you....you may be lost in the stars...but you're not alone :)
Does anyone else see a pattern of where stephy think i should go from here??!!??
Stephy2402: "Don't let doubts lose the magic of love, because it's not everyday you meet someone who has the magic to let you fall in love!"
Stephy2402: "I was afraid of love, I thought love took time, like a fine wine aging in the cellar. I was wrong. Love is there from the moment you see that person, embrace it let it grow, follow your heart, not your mind."
Stephy2402: "Scared to take the step and unsure of it's future, but knowing it needs to be taken or you can't move forward."
Current Mood: loved Current Music: Lost in You- 'Ol Garth Brooks/ Chris Gaines
today was a good day..... words of wisdom sent to me from miss wendella tonight... in terms of the boy Stephy2402: "Your adventure will start once your choice is made." so true so true.... looking at the stars will never be the same :)
so pretty crappy day.... i had to take a test.. never a pleasant thing...then talked to the boy... cried.. talked to my mom..cried some more.... then the boy.... then mom... then the boy....then he talked to uncle randy then me then his mom then me then to my house to talk to my mom ....then everything... finally was good... yikes... what a crazy day....but now it's all gravy baby haha....so theres 13 more days til graduation and til i can put bryan out of his misery of being w/o me haha cuz i'm just that important! i can't frickin wait.... on top of being done w/ school for a while.. i will be able to cuddle...a hoodie covered in boy smell just doesn't do it...i forgot what missing someone was like...umm yeah it sucks but whatev it's only 13 days.. that's cake...then i'll have all the time in the world.... well until i get a job.. ewwwwwww hahaha but anyways i'm dead ass tired and my eyes need to de-puff so i'm out.. peace bitches p.s did i mention i got my "friend" today too!!!!!... yeah shitty right....ugh that explains the migrane i had lastnight though lol
sivad06: i will stand here on this mountain untill you come for me;-) how sweet is that?!?! we'll see how serious you really are.. won't we hahaha..... Alicia21125:on my mountain the wind is blowing from both directions making it hard for me to move... eventually one way is going to have to stop blowing.. let's hope it's in your favor ;-) take that haha
Current Mood: excited Current Music: Lost in you- Chris Gaines a.k.a Garth Brooks
so this week has been pretty good..... i've only had to go to infancy once....due to tests.. i have to take that friday yuck...i got my senior sweatshirt ordered and signed up for the activities.. very exciting....next week is the last week of classes ever for me here at keuka how awesome....then finals the next week well til wednesday anyway.. then the festivities begin! megs called me today and said she got into mansfield.. that's great i'm soo happy for her... although she only applied there to do education...and that's not what she's gonna be doing anymore....which is good... i can't see her teaching and being happy....that was all dave's influence....she's been talking about where we're gonna move to... i still have no clue.... but i know i won't find a good job in the valley so i have to leave..... it'll be nice to come back and visit the valley every now and then.. but i can't see myself being happy and having a good job in the valley....i'll be home for a while so i can pay off my loans and stuff and until i go back to school for my masters.. wherever that may be.... SU maybe.. if i get accepted haha....who knows.... so may decisions about my life that need to be made.....procrastination is my best friend...and my worst enemy....anyhoo.. steph turs 21 tomorrow..... FINALLY... i've waited and waited and waited for this day to come... finally she can come to the bars with me when i'm home.... good lord we're gonna be trashed hahaha my mom is even coming out to party with us.... we're pre-gamin it at the ball field though so whoever's driving us to the bars from there....have no clue....i'm slightly worried about my art prof. he canceled class again.. i hope he's ok... he had heart surgery recently so that's crossed my mind why he hasn't been here....so i missed 2 weeks of that class.... not too shabby... haha... i'm not behind so i don't have a problem with any of it....well that's about it for now... home tomorrow... yessssss
Current Mood: chipper Current Music: i have some country song stuck in my head..yuck! haha
so the cruise was fun.... the ship itself sucked..ghetto doesn't even give it justice....but whatever i had fun on the islands.... especially in mexico....i wouldn't mind going back to mexico... key west was kind of boring... it's still florida to me so it wasn't anything really exciting...trish drank alot of tequila.. flashed the family and friends of....fell numerous times... i picked her swimsuit out of her ass more times than i'd like to remember.... and finally passed out for a few hours.. woke up still drunk... couldn't keep her skirt down b/c she was happy she actually wore underwear and wanted to show them baby's off to all of mexico haha.... love that girl....Justin brought 2 of his friends Bryan and Brad....very entertaining....to think they were both shy when they showed up at the house to go to the airport...Bryan spent most of the trip with me, mom, trish, ryan and brenda... brad was usually chasing girls with justin... the 2 that have g/f's... makes alot of sense right??!!?? typical boys i tell ya....i spent most of the trip on the ship watching the stars and hangin out with trish and bryan... occasionally brad and justin would pop up and say hello... trish was a light weight and went to bed mad early every night....one night mr. davis got the bright idea to stay up all night to watch the sunrise....turns out we both fell asleep in deck lounges before the sun came up...yeah great idea bryan hahah....i did make it on the highlights of the cruise video they play on the tv's in the rooms... dancing the night away... the one night i actually got pretty damn drunk....i always said i was gonna be famous hahaha....humm what else... luggage got lost on the way back home...i had absolutely nothing b/c it was all in my suit case.... i scrounged for clothes to sleep in....sat i spent most of the day doing laundry and playing with my niece... bryan made me go out later that night to brad's house.... brad's cousin called me a lady... meaning i'm old.... i was soo excited about that....went back to my house attempted to watch a movie with bryan...decided that wasn't working out too well...went to bed....sunday...woke up.... got around went to the mall... came back saw megs...bullshitted for a while.. pissed my mom off on mothers day.. and left to come back here... i'm such a bitch haha who pisses their mom off on mothers day?!? i have some country song stuck in my head right now...why? no idea..b/c i don't listen to country....i don't even have an idea who sings it... its something about a good morning beautiful day... whatever....whelp that about sums it up......if i left anything out... someone will correct me and add it in the comments lol...that's all for now.... oh yeah 19 more days til graduation bitches.... i'm sooo frickin psyched!!!!
so tomorrow i can finally go home and pack for my trip...i have a test which is going to suck but whatever...i'll deal..i'm sooo excited to go on this cruise it's going to be soooo much fun...i'm going shopping with my mom tomorrow when she gets out of work...for a few last minute things at the mall... i found a cute skirt & a tank at Ae and some tanks at charlotte rousse....well kiddies i'm soo tired and need my beauty sleep so i can do well on my test tomorrow.. so i'm gone like like michael jackson's career.. peace bitches
Current Mood: blah Current Music: Nappy Roots- Sick and Tired
i realized it's been a few since i've updated...nothing much going on really.. i worked all weekend.. nothing exciting happened...did homework...watched movies and vegged for the majority of the time...this week is going slow.. i have 3 more days til i leave for the cruise i'm very excited about that...goin home this friday... gota go to the mall... then i'm goin out to rocks...gotta pack at some point...i did get my infancy test back.. i got a 58 i was pretty bummed... i didn't study and it was my own fault but i didn't expect it to be that bad haha... haven't seen a grade like that in quite a while...but whatever i can make up for it on the next test... only 33 more days til graduation... it's getting closer and closer everyday...VERY excited to finally be done.... well done for a while anyway...so i really have nothing to do all week which sucks b/c it makes the days longer... i have a test on friday and homework that's due friday.. i've done the homework.. it's been done since sunday.. and i made my flash cards for the test... gonna have dr. hallam look at a few of them then i'll start studying... what a boring life i lead right hahah talked to my cousin kev tonight for a bit on ms messenger...it was nice to talk to someone from home..besides the usual mother calls or e-mails.... also talked to sarrah..hope she comes out friday...she's such a sweetheart....i think Stack may have possibly fallen off the face of the earth... it's only been like a little over a week since i've talked to him but it seems like soo much longer... ya know how you get soo used to talking to someone like everyday and then u don't talk for a few days and ya start getting paranoid ...eventhough there really isn't anything to worry about.. that's how it is with me.. i always start thinkin like humm did i do something to piss this person or that person off and that's why i haven't heard from them?... it's just a dumb thing i know i shouldn't worry b/c everything is always fine... people get busy.. haha...you'd think i'd be used to it by now... between my dad and titocci...it's either they're up my ass or they're MIA never in between....it would help if i was more of a phone person... i think i'd talk to people more often if i was... but i'd rather type...then not everyone hears my conversation...if i was by myself i wouldn't think twice to talk to people on the phone but i hate having someone in the same room when i'm talking... weird.. i think i am...i'm in such a blah mood... i have been for the past few days....depends on who i talk to....i'm all excited and hyper when i talk to certain people but others i'm just BLAH!! especially when around annoying freshman... ugh .. not all but 99.999% of them drive me frickin nutz. i honestly fear for the future...in my DAL class the majority of them are all potheads...i mean i give credit to some potheads b/c i know a few who are extremely intelligent.. but with those elite few.. the rest are morons...this is what we have with the freshman class...soo disappointing....it's like they're all still kindergarteners or something.. wait did i spell that right?!? oh well you know what i meant...and there's this adult learner.. senior psych major... that can't grasp very basic simple things and she's graduating in MAY!! i don't understand how.. i would personally hold myself back a year if i couldn't get that shit down... even non psych majors understand the shit she can't it's very sad... and annoying b/c we waste soo much time in class having dr. hallam re-explain everything to her in FULL DETAIL and she still doesn't get it.. has anyone else experienced a person like this??!!?? very frustrating but anyways..enough bitching about other people... i'm sure there's great explanations for everyone's actions...justifiable explanations are a different story..haha.. but i guess i've written enough...i suppose i should go to bed...not that i have anything exciting to do tomorrow...blah...ok peace out bitches
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